whats up wif me?

hello people of all kind.

im wondering.. why am i watching chick flicks movies these days?.. is it another phase in growing up?.. or am i just being sissy?.. or maybe its because the fact that my mum and my sis control the damn remote?.. hahaha.. [i know its not funny]

whatever it is.. i find it enjoying.. i mean watching chick flicks... not because of the girls... but the message perceive and prevails in the movie... i dunno wat the hell im writing... and sorry for my bad grammar... correct me if im wrong... if u care... bubbyes... thanks for reading

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ciao~

They Don't Really Care About Us!

Title says it all

Up to you to decide who 'they' are

want it? then die for it

That's my 'disease'

I'd die for what I want

That's determination, I am born with that bold personality, its within me

I see that as a strength

But, as I think back, there's a vast weakness behind that so called 'strength'

That is, what I want is only desires, far from what I need nor require

:

teenager or vampire

16
but look older

student
but complicated mind

guy
but with goth make-up

study
depending on mood

active
but never go out to the sun much

focus
but on everything

tired
but enthusiast

bedtime
never early

girls
but just one

sweetness
in words

manners
old-english chivalry

blood
needed

dying
definitely

we are connected

'life is like a chain'

from growth, to relationship
from food, to health

if one subelement in the chain is disturb
the effect will affect the the whole subelements in the chain

this may sound like another boring 'chemistry class in school'.
but hey, didn't we need chemistry in our life to understand

about life?
about relationships??
about love???

and the most important thing

about us????

being a human being

'be what u wanna be, not what others wanna see'

grow up, make decisions in your life, and never look back.
afterall, its ur own life

whatever the consequences,
whatever the results,
just let things fall into place

=)